Right. Over to something else.

I am turning bitter and whining, and I hate that. So, something else.

I am working on a man's fears. he is very masochistic, has strong fantasies of being a total slave, and is terrified of being fucked. he wants to make the ass-fucking a hard limit. If he wants to be a slave I am not accepting hard limits. he can call himself a masochist, a submissive or a bottom and limits are fine, but if he calls himself a slave and yearns to be totally owned and taken, I am not going to accept limits. Then it's obey Me or get lost.

And he knows that. he wants to be a slave. in his fantasies he is increasingly helpless. he has bought a CB6000 and is begging to be allowed to use it. I'll put it on him next time I visit - this man who hadn't had anybody tie his cock down until he met Me, is now having fantasies about being locked down at My order. Owned. he wants to be owned. he knows it means he will be fucked with a strap-on.

he begs to be beaten, ruthlessly, before I fuck him. I can beat him ruthlessly. But I'll fuck him when I want to, not when he wants to. he begs to be allowed to suffer for Me for hours, bleeding, bruised, burned. I want to scar him, I want My initials on his skin. It will be there, soonish. But first I'll have his ass. him, humiliated, under Me, begging, crying. I am not small. he makes Me feel dainty. I love the knowledge that I am slapping the face of a man with one of the top brains of our society. It makes Me wet to know they will fly him to the other side of the planet and pay for his advice. And he'll have his dick in a cage all the way, begging for his release as soon as he's in his hotel room. But he won't get it. And then he'll remember that he had to submit to being fucked, and remember that being My slave means obedience.

I want to punch him now. Hard, sharp jabs at his body. I want to tear his skin to strips with the whip. I want him bruised and bloodied and begging, and I'll have him there.

A good thing he has no idea how much I want to see him crying and begging, or he'd be even more vain than he is!